it was a pleasure to listen,and to hear from you always Harry, my assistant works with me two days a week in a special comity ,which I am the chief of,with other two doctors,for examining severely disabled persons, amputated,hemiplegic,paraplegic,and quadriplegic, I think you understand now, he is not a doc,he do the texts works. as for me,I would buy the clean jokes and laughs, thank you my honest friend, Saad.
From 2002-2005 I had psychotherapy. In a group. And it was interesting to learn from others. You will not be amazed many were highly educated from university. One young lady, always smiling and friendly worked in a laboratry were blood samples were tested on aids/hiv. The lady was selected because her work was most accurate, she did not allow herself to make any mistake. It took 1 ans a half tear to open her op, what has been pushed away to not to remember came up. Then we learned she has had a very hard childhood with parents punishing her when she made a mistake.
It is sometimes possible to read the hidden shadow of people by looking at what they do.
If they care for people, they have been hurt and know what it is to receive help ( nurses, etc )
If they work as a perfectionist they have been punished in early years for making mistakes. If they dont allow aother people to laugh it MAY mean they want to do a serious job, with all the power they have, and laughing is not contributing to a good job, or it is the old pain of people laughing at them when they have made a mistake in the past. I am not a doctor, not a psychiatrist and I am not telling your story. I just told a story of my knowledge.
Just to share with you. Please accept my story as a token of friendship and as a token of help to lay a first brick on the path leading to laughing.
Apologise, a second brick. The first brick you have installed yourself by publishing the photo called "dont laugh" which is a very brave step I very much admire.